alhmdulillah gnap dh stahun..................
aku brcouple ngan fir..........
rse mcm mimpi plak...........
xsngka pn ader jgk...
x sngka trget aku trcapai.......
hmm yelah dlu prnah putus d tngah jln.....
x smpai bbrp blan....
so tu yg trget....
tuk this relationship ....
slama sthun..
nmpaknyer aku ngan fir....msih lagi brkasih syg....(tettttttttttttt...tetttttttttttttttt...)
wooo tp bkn snang....
seriously...bnyk kli jgkaku mnangis....(sbb aku mmg cewekkkk pn)
ingt sntiasa bhgia ke?
x jgk..bnyk bnda jgk yg brlaku..
cme tu lah...kbijaksanaan dn rse syg yg mnebal kot still msihh brthan smpai ari nie....
so nk imbau ckit knangan itu....
d words te amour mucho mmg miracle..
dis words brings our together...
bygkan dh 2 thun fir pndam prasaan kt aku...
tp fir xprnah mntion pe2...cme aku ble nmpak la sign2 die...(hehe...tgh trsnyum..ahaksss)
last2..tup2 ..xde angin xde rbut taufan aku bg die msg nie...
'gudnite fir.....te amour mucho...'
that time aku mcm dh xsggup nk smpan prasaan aku kt die..
tp aku xnk bgthu trus trang kt die.
dn aku mmg x brniat tuk bgthu die pn..
aku cme nk luahkan prsaan aku yg x trtanggung..(cewwwwahhh la)
tp ntahcm ner....fir nie brsungguh nk thu mkna ayt tu..
aku dh ckp jgn cri..dgil btul..
last2 aku yg tkut...
aku yg glabah.....xprepare pe2...tuk mghadapi sumer nie....
so suatu ptg jmaat yg sepoi2..aku dkejutkn ngan taufan...
'owwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwhhhhhhh....hmmm fir nk call qis ble?'
dupppduppdupp....sudah! fir dh thu ke?
almak cmne nie..nk ngaku ke..
so disbbkn aku kt cc..so die xjd call..
'then..i call u tonite...=)'
perghhhh...btapa brdbarnyeraku...rse mcm nk jrit...sbb mlu sngattttttttttttttttttt!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
mne nk ltak mke nie..ya lah klau die reject cmner....
so x psal2 aku jd org yg sngt tkut tuk mndengar bunyi phone....
housemate aku pn sme..asyik dok tnyer je...
mkin glabah aku..
akhirnyer mlm tu brakhir ngan tenang..fir x call pun..so aku trslamat....heheh....
tp prasaan aku x tnang...
so aku branikan dri bg msg kt die esok ptgnyer..18 hb Oct 2008........
'hurm..smlm fir ckp mcm de sumthing je..'
hurmm..klau fir call qis ble..'
'hurmm..xpela msg pn ble...xpyh susah2 nk call...' (pdahal hti mcm nk mletup..debor pnyer psal...)
'tp bnda nie pnting...fir kna dgr dr mulut qis sndiri..'
'mcm tu ke?....ermmm k la..' ( that time mmg xble blah..mcm nk tggu result spm pn x mcm nie...tkut yg amat sngt)
'hello..assalamualaikum..' (dgr dh sura die..lg x tntram aku..)
'waalaikumusslm...' (so dpndekkan cter...tbe2 je fir brsuara)
'i want tell u sumthing...fir dh thu dh mksud te amour mucho tu..hrmm trkjut jgk...'
'soooo.....'
'k iwill tell u d meaning...te amour mucho is same meaning with aishiteru..its same meaning with wo ai nee...and its same meaning with aku cnta pdamu..and its same meaning with i luv u.....is it rite qis?'
(alamk pe kau nk ckp nie..dh mmg btu la tu)
'k beeeeetul..'
'urmm fir nk tnyer 1 so..fir nk qis jwb ngan jujur...bkn krana fir ..bkn krana org lain..... do u really mean it?
k fir bg choice k...
A-u really mean it..
B- it just a joke..
C- qis ksepian...
(almak..cmner nie..prlukah aku mgaku...ke nk tipu je...adoii nk jwb pe nie..then tup2...kuarla jwpn nie dr mulut aku yg mungil nie..)
'jwapn qis D...heheh xde la...C..yup qis srang skrg tp x brmaksud qis ksepian..B its not a joke..yupp its A...'
'really? '
'hmmmmm'
'alhmdulillah.....qis...dh lme sngt fir tggu dis moment...so i want to say ..yes...qis I luv U....te amour mucho...wo ai nie..aishiteru...'
(whooooaaaaa....dh lme aku tggu..so this is it...i'm speechless...dh x thu nk ckp pe..)
(skali bg 4 bhasa..amik ko qis..hehehe)
so itu la moment trindh aku ...declaration drpd fir....x thu la rmantik ke x..tp bg aku dh ckup..since this is my 1st time...mmg lga sgt2....x sngka la plak kteorg akan end up jgk =)
so scara rsminyer aku shh brcouple ngan muhd firdaus abas.. pd 18/10/08.....
sdh sthun pn....alhmdulillah tu je yg mmpu aku ucap....
dn mga..hub kmi end up with sumthing plak ..sumthing yg baik..insyaAllah..klau itu tkdirnyer...=)
brhrap..yg hub nie akn dprmudhkan dn dbrkati Allah..Aminnnn...